joys of life

It'snt it funny how life goes in funny circles where we are up in a flash and then we are down in another second ,what would you do when you know that life is about to change for you befor your eyes when people who you think are behind you and then they are not .So where to from here you think do i continue on the path you are on or do you put yr head in the sand and let it pass you by and you know deep down it won't but it is ready to bite you in the back end (and you know dam well it is going to hurt),so do you run with it or hide .

You know it is going to be a bad day now the court day is here butterfly's are bouncing in your stomach just going back and forth and up and down while you are just trying to keep your breakfeast down ,then reality hits ,i have to drive to court what should i do to keep my mind off of thinking of what to say and what not to say, all you can think of i am going to throw up and just think of the smell in yr car then go into court what a smell let alone of the impression for the judge and not to mention what he would be feeling or how ill he would be feeling.Then it is yr turn to front him and you walk into the room where they make or break you ,so going to the room of justice (well so they say)as you go throw the door into the room of doom you notice the person who is taking you to court is right behind you and you say now is my chance to get a bit back or slam the door in it's face .Let face it presents itself and you know dam well it will hurt so you just let it go and you guessed it ,it hurt .....so as you go to your coloured cornes they ask are you guilty or not .....well you have to say not guilty don't you then it is there turn ......well both leave the court (not at the same time tho) well this went on for six months on and off at the end of it they withdrew they charge and the emotions that had been tired up in yr stomach for that long just been released .What a feeling it was off all that time and energy built up in your gut then the release of your shoulders as well